Sakit (*+﹏+*)

Harini 1 hari rasa lesu je badan. Kepala sakit, badan panas, ulser lagi. Ya Allah! Tak larat nak buat apa2. Padahal kerja bertimbun. Dgn far group project, past year question maf n far, resume and cover letter.adoi!! Penat kalau pikir banyak nye tu. Nak menangis je rasa taw. However everytime rasa nk nangis, pnt mst igt ayah pesan " be strong girl, along kan kuat"
then i will say to myself " yes, i am. Aq kuat! ". Heeeeee. Rindu pulak kat ayh n umie.

Tapi nak buat macam mana kan. Dah nama pun student. Hehehe. Ohh ye. Cakap pasal resume, aq dah email crowe horwath yg aq nak intern kat situ. Tp minggu depan lah baru aq email resume and application form. Harapnya dapat lah. Amin.

Oklah. Nak sambung buat kerja ni. Bye..

Random

Those strong statements really hurt me!! Seriously!! KARMA........

Kim 'mata'

Kim 'mata' Hahaha. That what my friends call him. Poor Kim Woo Bin. But oppa no matter what, i'm still your no 1 big fan. I love the way you are.  Can i have a boyfie just like Park Heung Soo (School2013). Very cool and strong outside but inside sgt 'hati kaca'...hahahaha. tp yg buat kan aq tak boleh nak hilangkan angau aq ni ialah ketinggian and his physical appearance. Tak termasuk muka la. Sbb muka dia tak lah handsome mcm Song Jong Ki. Huuuu. Nampak smart taw klu die pki school uniform and paling suka bila pki jacket winter tu..fuhhhhh cair beb. Okeylah nak mandi ni. Banyak sgt merepek..

Move on!!

Last night, i went out with tieqa.my old friend from mrsm. Lama dah xjumpa die. Last jumpa few years ago mse tu i was taking my diploma i met her dgn saufee my exboyfie kat mrsm. Then smlm kitorg borak pasal our school mates..hahaha.. mcm2 citer i dgr dr dia. I plak xbanyak cerita nk story so i just jd pendengar and tambah cerita yg i taw. And suddenly she talked about my exboyfie 'bell' the lastest.. eventhough he is the latest but it was 2 years ago. That mean i'm single for two years untill now. Sound like 'biar betul minah ni' hahaha. But it is true. Hati ku sudah tertutup. Kekekeke. She said yg dia ada contact dgn 'bell' kat bbm and dia tny lah knp kitorg broke up but he just said semua tu salah faham. And talk about him, bila balik tu i mcm terpikir2 mcm nk tny dia reason tu. Then entah macam mana mse i scroll timeline fb i found my friend pic. And that pic seriously make me feel like 'whats going on??'.. yeah i know it only a picture of slice of cake and a box of present. But the caption was ' the most touchable and memorable gift from "bel" '....... omo..omo..my heart was like 'BOOM'.. what is this?? Am i get jealous!! And the answer is YES..because that girl was his exgirlfren bfore me and that girl was friend of mine.. yeahh i stole her boyfriend i think..and the reason why we broke up...still i don't know untill now..but if she is the reason why we broke up.. i think i'm okey with it.. even i still rasa 'sakitnye' kena tinggal w/o a reason and dgn kejamnya..huuu...org ckp 'karma' what goes around comes around.. i hate this feelings..i hate him and her!! But she is my friend and i xnak friendship kitorg trputus lg..before ni pon i yg angkat bndera putih dlu..pfttttt!! What should i do???? Should i cry like hell for this :"(

Berita gembira

Ohh gosh. I forgot to wrote this big news. Actually last few weeks my UCU told me that she's pregnant. OMG i will get new cousin soon after 7 years of waiting. Hahaha. Soo happy and i hope she get baby boy. Lebih baik kalau kembar lelaki and perempuan. Ya Allah mudah2an semuanya berjalan dgn baik.

Ketat,Sendat,Padat

Aigoo.. Pagi-pagi bersiap cantik molek ke class sampi je dpn guard belom sempat nk beratur dah kene jerit..
Pakcik harap maklum!! Jgn la spoil mood di pagi yg indah. Tertutp pintu rezeki. Nak tegur buat la cara baik dan berbudi kata org Melayu..
Kan lagi manis klu tegur elok2. Sejuk hati ni nak terima teguran. Klu tegur cara x elok balasannye pon x elok la.. mmg xlah saya nak melayan pakcik, ego sy pon tinggi jugak taw.. maaf lahh.. darah muda..
Ishh lepas ni xtaw nak pki baju apa g class. Jeans blue denim or grey pon xleh pakai ke?? Kesian kat kawan saya xtaw salah apa xpasal kene halau balik..
And actually aku pon rasa bersalah sangat. Sebab diorg nak 'cover' aku at last diorg pulak kena halau balik. Sorry babe.. sincere from deep of my heart!!